We're in This Together

Acceptance

raechelawesome@yahoo.com — Wed, 04 Nov 2009 20:59:55 GMT

If I only survive long enough to escape...

I will have survived long enough..

But I know I won't escape.

Once upon a time,
Every time was like the first time.
What would you sacrifice if every time could be nice?

I am a vampire. I have lost my fangs.

raechelawesome@yahoo.com — Fri, 01 Feb 2008 22:31:05 GMT

The big Two.
I'm very happy, and I'm very proud of myself. I don't think I'll ever get bored with this. I constantly feel all warm and lame inside. yay. I love him.
There are now three mattresses outside of my house. I'm not sure why. Hm.
It looks as though I'm going to New Orleans tomorrow night with the Ra Shop crew. I love my job and the people I work with.
It looks like I may have changed my life career. I'm not going to say too much because I don't want to jinx it, but it's badass, and I think I'll be happy forever doing it.
I'm going to be getting some more awesome tattoos soon.
Nap time.

I don't see what anyone could see in anyone else but you

raechelawesome@yahoo.com — Sat, 26 Jan 2008 22:55:47 GMT

Everything has been going quite well for me lately. Living with John has been good. It means I get to watch 548978697476 more movies than I've seen in my entire life. And I'm totally down with that. Matthew is awesome, of course. There's a mattress in front of my house that says "house of failure". Across the street, there is a mattress that says "house of success". Yeah, more like house of SUCK. Yeah. Anyway, I don't get it. I laughed though. I think I am in dire need of a vacation outside of Baton Rouge. Where to?

with the same old decent lazy eye fixed to rest on you

raechelawesome@yahoo.com — Wed, 19 Dec 2007 05:27:03 GMT

Fuck this computer for freezing on me.
Anyway, I had a spectacular birthday. My boyfriend is probably much better than your boyfriend. He bought me 3 movies, a book, a gift card to the time warp, two bouquets of flowers, and a cake. Perfect. Hanna and Jessica bought me a record player and some records. They're awesome too. Perfect friends. Probably the best birthday I've had in forever. Seriously, yo.

There was something mega important that I wanted to say, but then I forgot, and I'm tired, and I have to pee.

and our toilet is broken.

Mother fucker.

crank that soulja boy.

raechelawesome@yahoo.com — Thu, 13 Dec 2007 03:51:05 GMT

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW.

so fuck you.

Oh, I'm ridiculously happy right now.

cause I'm feeling so good that it hurts my skin.

raechelawesome@yahoo.com — Fri, 30 Nov 2007 23:53:30 GMT

I'm a happy lady right now. I love my job. Happy birthday, Hanna.
I may have found quite a good roommate, but I don't want to jinx it.
I'm a fucking space cadet.

Do you want to die with dignity?

raechelawesome@yahoo.com — Mon, 26 Nov 2007 03:14:11 GMT

Hm. I can't say too much, but I will say a few things. I'm pretty happy with my life at the moment. There are a few people that I wish would talk to me more, or hang out with me more, but that's okay. Let me know. I need a new roommate. Jaiden is moving back home so that she can save money to move to California. I understand, but it sucks a lot. So yeah, I NEED A NEW ROOMMATE. Keep that in mind and let me know if anyone needs a roommate or knows someone who does. Rent is cheap. Anyway. I have an awesome job, and I adore every single one of my coworkers. A lot. I have to be going now. Hope all is well.

we all need refills from time to time

raechelawesome@yahoo.com — Fri, 02 Nov 2007 20:28:50 GMT

Holy crap. I have internet in my room right now for some reason. Anyway, I saw Of Montreal last night and it was awesome. I need more Rush and FIFA in my life. Yes? It's November. That's fabulous.

I want to know how many of you lost a lot of blood

raechelawesome@yahoo.com — Mon, 29 Oct 2007 06:53:15 GMT

I've had a very good week. I like my boyfriend. I like my friends. I like killing people at guitar hero battles.
I'll post some pictures from the halloween party soon. Only because I have some hilarious pictures.

raechelawesome@yahoo.com — Tue, 23 Oct 2007 10:06:10 GMT

So this has been my first time to use a computer in a while. Things have been good. Friendships have been fixed. And I'm happy. I'm watching movies with some awesome people. I'm going to go enjoy this now.

I really have to stop going to sleep in the morning. ergh.

the earring fairy

raechelawesome@yahoo.com — Thu, 27 Sep 2007 20:37:19 GMT

My hair has a bunch of red in it now. I'm getting coffee with Gabby. I have to pay the electricity bill today. Me and my roommate won a cruise to the Bahamas. That's awesome. I miss people. I need a job.

raechelawesome@yahoo.com — Thu, 20 Sep 2007 06:46:14 GMT

I hate playing soccer now because every time I tackle someone I get fouled and no one gets fouled when they tackle me. It's fucking ridiculous. I hate video game soccer for life.
other than that, I have a giant crush on my neighbor, and he may or may not have a giant crush on me, but we will never talk about it because now we feel awkward talking about that. Awesome.
There are also feathers covering my entire front yard.
That's my life.

I'm going to go play more soccer with John and Jeff now.
Enjoy your night.

Just cause you feel it doesn't mean it's there.

raechelawesome@yahoo.com — Thu, 23 Aug 2007 23:43:25 GMT

Moving is my least favorite activity to do. That's probably why I haven't started yet. All of my things are still here in this apartment, but it feels so empty. I've started to despise this apartment. I feel like I'm being smothered every time I'm here. It's probably just the heat.
I hope to feel differently about the new apartment. I hope it feels more like home to me than this one. I just painted most of the kitchen, yes, even in the sweltering heat. Someone had to do it. I suppose I'll go start packing now. That's really all that's left.

Oh, and if you have a truck and feel like, you know, helping us move our beds and couches, and whatnot, then you should totally give me a call and help. :]
We really really need a truck.

change of heart

raechelawesome@yahoo.com — Tue, 21 Aug 2007 07:37:19 GMT

I've been meaning to update this. I just get distracted too easily. This summer has been good and bad. It's nice being out on my own. I do, however, hate paying bills. I'm getting a job soon. Looking, at least. Jaiden and I are moving out of our apartment and into a house. :] Most likely, anyway. We're calling about it tomorrow. My great aunt's funeral is tomorrow. I really really hate funerals. I'm at my dad's house right now, which is always slightly depressing. Especially when he's stumbling around the kitchen like an idiot. I think he might sleep in here. (which is the kitchen.) He's a bit passed out on the counter.

But anyway. I learned a lot about myself this summer. I've changed a lot. For the better.
I am quite sick of my friends moving away. It's sad, and I miss all of you terribly. So, uhm, come back. Please? All of you.

People lie a lot. That is really annoying.
Stop it.

I'll say goodbye and hope never to mean it.

raechelawesome@yahoo.com — Mon, 13 Aug 2007 18:30:42 GMT

It's ridiculously hot in my apartment. Jaiden and I are getting a new apartment hopefully.
I hate Mondays. I never have anything to do. Although, I actually have plenty to do today, just none of it is any fun. Except for maybe hanging out with people who said we'd maybe hang out.
I need to apply for Aveda. I just don't think I'm ready to grow up yet. Go to school for a year, and already begin my career? I just don't think I want that yet. I do however need a job. Any ideas on that?

she thinks she missed the train to mars

raechelawesome@yahoo.com — Sun, 01 Jul 2007 02:46:50 GMT

Helloooooo
It's nice having the internet at my apartment.
My roommate is a lamelame girl, but I love her completely.
Things have been rather great, actually.
I got my tattoos done. For Deanna :]
I like them.
I got my septum pierced today.
I have a car.
I think we're leaving soon. and my nose hurts. so I'm going to go.
I HATE OUR DOG. (I had to say that because I'm being made fun of.)

I hope you're all well.

raechelawesome@yahoo.com — Thu, 07 Jun 2007 18:58:53 GMT

My new apartment is amazing.

I'm free.

about time.

Lost at sea, as I should be.

raechelawesome@yahoo.com — Sat, 19 May 2007 04:05:49 GMT

So I still don't have a car. I should hopefully within the next two weeks or so. I know that I keep saying that, but this time I'm sure. I'm just busy with graduation things right now. I graduate on Monday, by the way. It's going to be really dull. Except for the fact that I have a buttload of awesome people coming. I ordered so many tickets. Awesome.

Jaiden and I put in an application for our apartment today. And I know exactly where the apartment is. Finally. Nice. We still haven't gotten to look at it, but that's alright. We just want to get out really. Finally.

For all of you wonderful people who like to run around like kids and have fun, we're playing capture the flag tomorrow (Saturday, May 19). We'll meet at the LSU parade grounds at 10:30pm by the flag pole and we'll start around 11. So be there!

the sky is falling and I'd hate to say I told you so.

raechelawesome@yahoo.com — Sun, 29 Apr 2007 23:31:53 GMT

Hello my friends! I hope you're all doing well. I am.
I've had an amazing weekend filled with wonderful people.
I had a lot more fun than I would have had at prom.
Of course, while climbing through a gate, I gashed my leg open. And cut my back. My dad thought I needed stitches, but I don't. But it's still pretty gross. But it was fun, no less.
I'm getting a car within the next two weeks or so. As soon as I have the time and the people who are going with me have the time. And a haircut. I need a haircut. And I'm moving out by the end of May(if we can find a place by then).
Next week is my last full week of highschool. Then exams. Then I'm done. It's over.

And I couldn't be happier about it.

give me something

raechelawesome@yahoo.com — Fri, 09 Mar 2007 01:15:57 GMT

hello.
I have found out that I can in fact drive. wow! I know, right?
I'm excited. about a lot of things, actually.
I accidentally gave a girl at school four stitches in her face.
oops.
I'll be moving out soon. two months or so. I found some great roommates.
my dad's crazy.

tomorrow is friday.

I hope you're all doing fine.
really.

she said, "maybe it's the whiskey sours, but I think this could be it."

raechelawesome@yahoo.com — Mon, 26 Feb 2007 00:57:58 GMT

Well, I have to go to the basketball game on Tuesday and sit center court wearing a shirt that says "I love St. Michael Basketball". Lovely.
I stop making bets with teachers. I lose.

I had a fun weekend. Met lots of new people. Ilikemyfriends.
and some people, well, they're just lame.
way to be completely lame, man.

how do I get back there to the place where I fell asleep inside you?

raechelawesome@yahoo.com — Sun, 18 Feb 2007 17:23:58 GMT

Hello everyone. I'm doing well. I've had a great weekend thus far. I don't go back to school until wednesday. I should probably start focusing more on school. we've only got about three months left now. Thank god. That also means that I'm moving out with some incredible girls in three or four months. Which is also incredible. I'm excited to get out of this house. finally. hm. I forgot what else I was going to say at this point. I'm too easily distracted. It was something important too. it always is.
I like the wonderful people I've been hanging out with lately. We recently had senior retreat, which was stupid and fun at the same time. Luckily no one is getting in trouble for anything. incredible.

I really did have something important to say. urhg. well, I forgot.
anyway, I am off of school until wednesday so if you're awesome, call me and we'll hang out.
spectacular.

cowboy boots everyday

raechelawesome@yahoo.com — Thu, 01 Feb 2007 00:29:04 GMT

I'm incredibly sick.

save me.

raechelawesome@yahoo.com — Tue, 16 Jan 2007 04:37:06 GMT

Hello I am alive! I'm doing just fine. I have had a spectacular weekend.
I just bought tickets to go see Thursday, Murder By Death, Fear Before The March of Flames, and Heavy Heavy Low Low at the House of Blues for next Wednesday. I am supremely excited. Thank you, John Ryan, for being awesome. This is a first for you. hah. Hooray for going to New Orleans next Wednesday. hrm. I like chicken. I'm supposed to be getting a car within the next two months or so. So that will be awesome. And then I can drive around all of you wonderful people who have been so kind as to drive me around. Seriously.
Sleep beckons me for I must wake up at 5:30.
Goodnight, mostly wonderful people.

raechelawesome@yahoo.com — Thu, 07 Dec 2006 00:27:57 GMT

my birthday is in exactly one week.

and I'm a little excited.